Having a choice

God is so good to us. He takes care of things even when i have given up. So anyway the Dr. i was seeing told me there wwas no way they would ever let me try a VBAC for this pregnancy and I would need to plan my C-section. They even said that if i refused a C-section they would have to call there laywers and have them present for the birth. So basically my choice in the matter was completly taken from me. Josh and I were pretty unhappy about it but we felt God wanted us to submit and give it over to HIm. So we did, I even called to schedule my C-section trusting that this was the best thing for us. then out of the blue on wednesday last week i ended up talking to my midwife (who was going to do the homebirth before we knew we were having twins) she was not happy and said that she had some ideas and i should keep trying to find  a better alternative. So she called a few Dr's and they were all booked. then the last Dr on the list i called and he asked to see me about an hour later. so the kid's and i headed down to elmira which is about 45 minutes away. and soon i was talking with this wonderful dr. who said he would be happy to let me try a VBAC. to me this was like a miracle. something we never thought possible. So we quickly changed Dr.'s that day! to me it's just an amazing provision from God that we really didn't expect. So we will see how things go. I may still have to have a C-section but atleast i know i have a choice and that has not been taken away from me!
So we are getting more excited by the minute to meet Ephraim and Vashti. I love them so much all ready and feel hugely blessed to be able to carry twins again!
32 weeks wed! I'm thinking about 6-7 weeks and they will be here! wow.

oops forgot a few things

I hit enter before i was done so today you all get 2 posts! lucky! So pregnancy is going pretty well. actually i am feeling pretty blessed to have things go so well. The dr.'s love to tell you all the worse case scenarios but God can do anything and He has shown Himself to my so much through this pregnancy. I'm actually getting pretty excited to meet these little ones and it won't be much longer.

here is a pregnancy picture at 26 weeks i think i'll try to post a newer one because i am much bigger now! Things are really good and i have been trying to get some sewing done now because i know i won't have much time later. I just sewed several pairs of our favorite fleece yoga pants from this pattern : http://littlecomettails.kingstondesign.com/

very fun and easy pattern to sew. They work great as diaper covers or really comfy, warm baby pants. Judah love them so much. He is potty-trained now but he still wears them everyday!

Also very excited about doug and Leah's new blog http://commonwings.blogspot.com/

I think it is great so if you are reading this you should get over there right away!

Where has the time gone?

so It's been almost 2 years since i've blogged. i actually forgot my password and how to get to my own blog. So i am going to try this again. I won't go over the past 2 wonderful years that might get kind of boring for you all. anyway here i am 8 months pregnant with twins. I'm thinking i will just write about life and hope it's not too boring.