Having a choice

God is so good to us. He takes care of things even when i have given up. So anyway the Dr. i was seeing told me there wwas no way they would ever let me try a VBAC for this pregnancy and I would need to plan my C-section. They even said that if i refused a C-section they would have to call there laywers and have them present for the birth. So basically my choice in the matter was completly taken from me. Josh and I were pretty unhappy about it but we felt God wanted us to submit and give it over to HIm. So we did, I even called to schedule my C-section trusting that this was the best thing for us. then out of the blue on wednesday last week i ended up talking to my midwife (who was going to do the homebirth before we knew we were having twins) she was not happy and said that she had some ideas and i should keep trying to find  a better alternative. So she called a few Dr's and they were all booked. then the last Dr on the list i called and he asked to see me about an hour later. so the kid's and i headed down to elmira which is about 45 minutes away. and soon i was talking with this wonderful dr. who said he would be happy to let me try a VBAC. to me this was like a miracle. something we never thought possible. So we quickly changed Dr.'s that day! to me it's just an amazing provision from God that we really didn't expect. So we will see how things go. I may still have to have a C-section but atleast i know i have a choice and that has not been taken away from me!
So we are getting more excited by the minute to meet Ephraim and Vashti. I love them so much all ready and feel hugely blessed to be able to carry twins again!
32 weeks wed! I'm thinking about 6-7 weeks and they will be here! wow.